Gorgeous Chaos.

I didn’t write this, but I love it. I wish I could write this well.






She’s a mess of gorgeous chaos.
You can see it in her eyes.
Pasted smile, nervous laugh,
a tangled web of truth and lies. Her once concieded thoughts wander through life and death and wander through regrets past time those guys who caught her breath her heart once made of gold and glass, has now transformed to stone the once bright and sparkling eyes
replaced with ones unknown
she feels depressed and without love for those who’d loved had left
her smile now gone missing
had been taken by their theft.
distant accquaintances replace
the boy no longer there
friends no longer listen and don’t pretend to care.
She’s a mess of gorgeous chaos.
You can see it in her eyes.
Pasted smile, nervous laugh.
a tangled web of truth and lies. She strives to find an answer
for the longings gone ignored.
but not enough to wish
for the guy she once adored. her once contagious laughter now scoffed bitter and cold
her once outrageous humor
no longer stands so bold. she can’t help but keep wondering why she’ll never make the cut
she can’t help but keep wondering what doors remain un-shut He’ll never no how much she cares or what he made her feel She’ll never know how he faked it all
and none of it was real. She’s a mess of gorgeous chaos.
You can see it in her eyes.
Pasted smile, nervous laugh,
a tangled web of truth and lies.

- Copyright to CrystalAnne Haws, 2008.
4 years ago with 135 notes


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